Thursday, November 30, 2006
HELLO HELLO.
yesterday, went to work earlier. i was the 2nd opener. reached work at 8am+. i so hate the morning rush hour. firstly, everybody's face looks as if you owe them money, then they push you like nobody's business even when there's loads of people around you. people will frantically rush to get those seats and will again, frantically rush to the door to get out at THE LAST MINUTE when the doors are closing.
THEY'RE SO BLOODY ANNOYING.
(especially early in the morning when you're in any public transport then suddenly you feel like shitting. all the signs are showing: eg, goosebumps, cold sweat,etc. i swear i could just kill the person next to me if they're damn annoying even if it is just a wee bit!!!)
i HATE it when they push/step on your shoes/shove/whatever.com just to get a seat even when they're alighting just the next station. ccb.
singaporeans are so damn kiasu and damn rude la. i mean it doesn't hurt to say "sorry", "excuse me", "thank you" or even smile.
im damn sure you're nodding right now. lets spread the meaning of courtesy, people. (:
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ahhhh. anyways...
i am not working today. it feels so nice to wake up late today. specifically at 1pm. good right? slept early yesterday also........specifically at 1am. nice timing ah? haha. the day before i slept 2hrs only so i feel so fresh and rejuvenated yo!
you know what?!
my mother's words kept ringing in my head. yesterday i was sitting in the kitchen with hyda eating. then she went in and fry tempe. so hyda start talking about her day at work.
hyda: justnow i have to cover my boss's P.A, she's such an idiot. always angry at me and constantly in bad mood. oh... did i tell you that she's an old maid?
my mother: oh... last time i use to have a boss who's an old maid. she's always in a bad mood. SIAL BETUL. -laughs.
hyda: really? i think all old maids are like that i guess?
my mother: ya i think so. especially if they have high ranks. idiot.
hyda: (turning to me) i think they need a man to keep them company. or maybe a F***. -laughs.
me: yeah. perhaps.
my mother: (looking at hyda) i think she will be like that one day when she's old. -pointing to me-.
omfg. i nearly choked on my food. what's more, she was speaking in a matter-of-factly-tone. me?
a high-ranking bad-tempered old maid?????????????????????????????
ah BAIK PUNYA ah!!
argh!!! x 1000000000000000000000 gazillion godzilla trillions. -MAKES AMUK'S VOICE.-
oh yes,
any kind souls out there who are willing to be any kinder,, kindly proceed to Starbucks Millinea Walk and dump it in the cute TOY BOX . its near the big ass cup that i had mentioned before. all the toys will be donated to starbucks adopted charity -> the salvation army. if you're spotted doing so, you'll be rewarded with free coffee on the house.
so i suggest you donate the toys when any starbucks people are around you. maybe you can action cough or do the *ahem* thingy or fart or burp or what ever that may get their attention la basically.
lastly, 7th december 2006 is a date to be marked on your calender cause all Starbucks island-wide will be having open house for 2 hours.
fine.
ill say it in short: FREE DRINKS ON 7TH DECEMBER 2006. ONLY TWO HOURS. but Fullerton will be having it on for FOUR HOURS. so...... good right? come down if you want. dont complain to me that i never tell you all ah.
p/s: just dont be a cheap-skate and never donate anything to Salvation Army sudah la.
12:10 PM 11/26/2006t
he thought of what im going to do after my O's is freaky. i thought of working in a law firm. you know as in start from the bottomand work my way up. i think studying law is really interesting. its like so so sooo broad and alot to learn about. ive been thinkingabout learning Islamic Law. working in Syariah Court. would be more than i could ask for. but then eveytime i think, ill automatically takea step back and go "look at yourself Intan!"
bodo betul siak. i hate it when this happens. i dont know what to do with my life!!!! i dont even know what i want to be. i dont hav eambitions, i dont have any anything.
i have some other things though.
ok bye!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
12:28 AM 11/25/2006
am at my room. the internet connection sucks big big biggg time so yeah.. writing it down on 'notepad' first. pathetic, i know. anyway, was working with the fat shit just now.he's like so action tahap maksima. fool. he ignores me like for most of the time i ask him questions. bitch. shima was doing closing and i end at 8pm. so, that meansssi got her as company la! BAGUSSS! oh Albert aka the new chinese indonesian guy taught Shima and i something new : its not cool to say the word "goblok" anymore. (FYI tts STUPID in Bahasa Indonesia). the cool word now is - DODOL.
merepek je.
oh yeah and attention please, Starbucks @ Millinea Walk will have the largest 'To Go' cup in ASIA. you know those cups that you have when you order hot drinks to take out. yeah tt cup. i've seen it. its damnnn cute i'm telling you! minus the stupid santa sitting on top of it la. so irritating. i imagine myself taking the santa down without anyone seeing it.... i would be doing everyone a favour man!it'll just look fantabulous........... seriously. you guys should go check it out if you're free one of these days cause the thing will be there till 1st January 2007.(hint: 23 more days to my lovely birthday.) and its also part of the salvation army to raise funds for the needy as well.
and speaking of which, it makes me wonder how come only on X'mas tt they do such things you know. raising funds la, putting up this and tt la,having great great bargains and sales la. i mean like, they MADE IT HUGE man. thanks to Westernisation, aye? ahhh. i wont probe any further intothis topic. i dont want to get my ass in jail just because of something tt my fingers are typing. tmr is Kak Shima's birthday dinner. forgot where the hell is italso la. im gonna look all pretty and dolled up for tmr baby. POKOKNYA DODOL BANGET DEH. hahahahhaa. omfg, the word just cracks me up!!
da-dee-dummmm.
eh i forgot to tell you all la. my hp spoil. so tts why cant reply sms/get any calls/etc. not that im avoiding you all. (just a few actually. LOL.) i suddenly miss him.like so totally. and the attacks just come and go. my him-ed. with an '-ed'. yeah im sorry for everything, being such an ass or bitch or whatever the term is la. its not as if i wanted what. it just happened. but then.. whenever i remember the words that he told his friend. it just makes it all worthwhile. damn damn damnnn fucking worthwhile.SO YEAH THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. the laughter, the tears, the fun, the pleasure. its all memories.as they say, time will heal every wound. correct. but... every wound tt hadhealed leaves a mark. and tt mark is what people call memories. it will stay. but it won't hurt anymore. i wonder when tt time will come.
fuck. i'm getting all sappy and all pulpy and soft and..and................
ape la nasib aku ni. bodo betul. kenal dengan orang lain pun macam ape je. tak paham betul. sakitkan hati aku ada la. datang yang gila, gila nak mampos sampai paranoid. yang setep hard-to-get, suka act cool bananas pulak. menyampah betul. i benci!!
ok la, my dad is starting all his preachings. tak habis2. yang buruk2 di-mention-kan. yang baik semua lupa.
orang tua.........~
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
say, you're in love with your current boyfriend,and as time goes by, he starts to drift away.giving you excuses and nonsense like being tired and busy. and if you get to meet him on weekends,that could only mean one thing: you're one lucky bitch.
if that's okay with you, how about this : tolerating his mood-swings, big fat ego, and etc. but you know what? you will always say, "ahhh... its okay, i love him for what he is".
damn right you are.
and before you know it, everything seems to go haywire faster than you can say "shit". ANDDDDD the next thing you know is that his friends are telling you that he's sick of you long time ago.
omfg.
nowwwwww then you feel like kicking his balls dry dont you? TOO BAD, TOO LATE.
sounds familiar honey?
you bet.
why are we.. yes, WE, are always stuck in this shithole repeatedly?
the reason is simple, they are one bunch of sly scumbags. personally, if you ask me, if they try to be extra nice, with a capital 'E' i'll freak out and start to draw a line in between.
(so... to guys out there that i had not been calling back/ replying to your texts you should get the idea by now.)
YOU'RE FREAKING THE HELL OUT OF ME YOU KNOW.
i just cant help it. it had become natural to me that i sometimes think im not normal. but fuck, what is NORMAL these days...?
throughout the times that i dated guys. almost all of them fall into one of this category. why cant i just be pleasantly surprised?!
1)MR. CHEAPSKATE-BUT-INSISTS-ON-THE-TERM-"ON-BUDGET"
you: hey i very hungry ah. want go makan?
him: huh? makan? but.. uhhh... i just makan already justnow.
you: but now is now what! come ah go eat before i mati down here.
him: -puts on a pathetic face- oh... uhh... ok ah. up to you. but i just company you only ah.
and then when at the makan place itself, he will look at you like an idiot. how to eat peacefully when you feel that there's an idiot staring at you (or your innocent food)? so i always end up buying food for him.
him: eh.. no need la. don't waste your money la. i actually not hungry la.. im saving up for "YADDA AND YADDAS" at the same time thats why im a little on budget.
and that was the last few seconds you see the food that you ordered for him on the plate.
OR
(sms)
him: hey. wat u doin? bz? sry 2 distrb. im bored man.
you: no la. i'm just lying down doing nothing. bored.
him: oh..same here. can call me?
*YEAH FUCK. WHO DOESNT KNOW THAT THERES A THING CALLED FREE-INCOMING CALL?? EVEN PREPAID CARDS HAVE THEM TOO. SO FOR GOD'S SAKE PLEASE STOP BEING A CHEAPSKATEAND A LOSER TO ASK GIRLS TO CALL YOU WHEN YOU'RE THE ONE WHO ASKED WHAT THEY'RE DOING AT THE FIRST PLACE. GET A LIFE CAN?
2)MR. ACT-COOL-SLASH-BORING
theyre growing in population. beware. they're the ones that you will be infatuated with. and lets say, everything falls into place. he approach you, both exchange numbers, etc. (FILL IN YOUR OWN STORY) and so, the big day is finally here!! you're meeting him ALONE for a movie after weeks or perhaps months of talking on the phone/sms-ing till the wee hours in the morning. wow. damn right he is sizzlinggg~
you: so what movie you wanna watch?
him: anything ah. what movie you wanna watch? then just watch that la.
you: hmm.. okay. how about this? or that? i cant make up my mind! help me decide can??
him: im okay with both. *folds arms while looking at reflection*(AFTER MOVIE...)
you: how did you find the movie man?
him: okay la. not bad.
you: i think (bla bla bla) part is really cool sia.
him: uhh.. ya.
*THANK YOU FOR MAKING US, GIRLS, FEEL LIKE WE'RE GOING OUT WITH A GORGEOUS AIRHEAD, BOY.
3)MR. I-WANT-SYMPATHY-PLEASE
(on phone)
you: hey wanna go out tomorrow? accompany me go shopping can? i heard got lots of sales that are to die for.. its like half price and...
him: how i wish i can seh.. you know what... i need to pay my hp bills, by the time my pay would be "so and so" then i have to "this and that" some more. im so broke seh. my mother doesn't give me money anymore you know. im left with "bla and bla" to last me for a few weeks.i myself avoid going out you know. sigh. at least you're something. you dont have as many stuff going on as i do. nvm, you won't understand. i think i need to borrow some money from (name) for this month. but i dont know whether he will let me or not sia. my debt with last month havent settle yet. so difficult. tell you also i dont think you will understand.
*DIDN'T YOU LIKE TOLD US... ALREADY? BITCH.
4)MR. I-WANNA-GO-OUT-WITH-YOU-EVERYDAY
him: hey thanks for going out with me. i didnt thought that a girl like you would wanna go out with me, seriously. thank you. -smiles psychotically-
you: hey. no worries. nice going out with you too. really had a great time. bye. goodnight.
(sms/on phone)
him: hey. what you doin?you: was just about to sleep.. whats up?
him: nothing. hey, you wanna follow me go shopping tomorrow? i need to buy new clothes la. its been awhile since i buy new stuff.
you: im not sure ah. why?
him: if tomorrow you cant make it then how abt the day after? or 2 days after or.. or... or....
*GET OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!
5)MR. FUNNY-BE (FYI, that's short for funny wannabe)
OMG. i hate this when it happens you know. its like you have to laugh out of courtesy so as not to appear rude or make him upset. its okay if its once or twice but.......... countless times?! im so gonna kick you in the nuts to make up for the times that i had to laugh unwillingly!
